Saturday, 28 January 2012
Wednesday, 25 January 2012
At last, I have finally been able to obtain a copy of the Report of the Staffordshire Child Care Inquiry 1990. I have been trying to access this document for years and posted a comment about this on Stuart Syvret's blog a few days ago. Stuart posted a reply, expressing his surprise that Staffordshire County Council had not already provided me with a copy of this report, and he promised to help me to get one, but that same day I managed to buy a second hand ex library copy.
For years I have wanted to look at this report. I ought to have been helped to obtain this report, but I have had no help, it's like everyone wants to cover all this up, and, as I have explained in my other blog, I have been persecuted and treated in a really disgusting way for years. The so called councelling I had to beg for, well, I won't say too much about that, apart from just saying that it is quite disgusting to deliberatly send a child abuse survivor to one of the venues where some of the abuse took place so that all the bad memories are all brought out in a big rush again and expect that person to walk to the bus stop through the dark and oppressive valley of St Georges Psychiatric Hospital on one side and Stafford Prison on the other, and then get involved with other agencies to force that same person to keep going back to near that same place, knowing full well that person ended up in A and E after a massive panic attack. Yes, that is just a fraction of the nasty things I have had done to me, all quite deliberately.
Well I am still here, and now I have got the report and I am reading it. I am going to use this blog spot to go through it, and add my own comments, as I know there are other people who went through the Pindown experience who have had their lives trashed, deliberately trashed, and I know there is at least one man who is so depressed that he just wants to die. Well, I hope that this blog will help people like that, if anyone is reading this who has been treated in such a way as to deliberately hurt them and not let them be able to feel like a proper human being, I am saying to you, don't let anyone crush your spirit any more, you have a right to find healing from these bad experiences, Pindown was really really evil and no child deserved to be treated like that. Some of the Pindown victims were only in care because they had been abused, some of them were just wanting to get out of abusive situations.
I hope and pray this blog will help other people.